Assalamualaikum.... Hi!
We can't expect wats gonna happend in ur future. N will nvr knew wats we gonna experienced, isn't it. But all diz will help u 2 improved more...
Thing's come n go... so do people. Can't be change n prevent it... at all. All we can do is follow da flow. I hav some or u can say many frenz b4 but not really frenz 2 coz they left when I'm in trouble. But thanz 2 them, I've got learned knew thing from them. Which is... Nothin' last 4EVER... as today's memories is tomorrow's tears. I cry n cry.... but it won't change anythin'. So I decide to move on... no more wasting my tear dat make me headache. Also wasting my time.
So I stop trustin' n make a close frenz.... it's not like i didn't want 2, juz a precautious to prevent da history repeat again. Befrenz wif all.... isn't it much easier??... not stuck wif 1 group only....
People's says dat... Friendship nvr End... is it true??
Well... I not believe it.... but it may true... only if we found someone dat wouldn't betray us at da end or leave us after findin' a new friend.
When I'm in high school, diz happened 2 me once. We r close n always share happy time 2gether. But after a while.... we had fight... well only her dat angry wif me.... soon after dat.... we end our friendship. I cry hard day by day n then I make my own conclusion. I except wats happened 2 me n go on wif my life. I go to school like usual n when I see her, I juz ignore her. I tell myself 2 pretend dat she ever exist, it hard at 1st. But then it became more easier. Pretend she juz a wind.... u can feel it but can't see it. At senior year, she came to me ask for my forgiveness. And want 2 befriend back.... all I can do is juz smile. Don't want to bad or smthg but.... no way in hell we could be frenz again...like b4. Even if I want it.... even da pain has gone.... but da scar will remain there.
Last but not least.... everythin' exposed. How our little fight worsen... I nvr thought how could my own frenz b'came da reason our friendship end. I am mad at her n she nvr knew dat I knew it. Well.... da story is much more longer n hurt me really deeply. I can say it all here bcoz I'm still try 2 4get it.
Dats it 4 now..... until da nxt post.... Daaa~.....n Assalamualaikum....
